LIST

Sunday, my father goes to Falmouth Hospital.
I go to Church.

and then get stuck in the crowds of Gay Pride.

Sunday Night, I begin to watch The Bicycle Thief, a beautiful Italian motion picture from 1949.
I call my sister (though) as the bike is being stolen (put it on permanent pause) and we speak of my Dad.
who is not coming out of anesthesia.

And then we talk about my self imposed isolation.
She tells me that people have contacted her about me.
She did not return calls because she thought that I wanted to be in seclusion and handle it myself.

i think the whole thing has snow-balled.

Life is a list. And today I will make a list.

I will make a list of people to call and explain myself to.